A Day in JB

Skipped school today, accompanied Gary and the rest to JB. Saw so many things to buy but can't afford. Made an important but stupid decision today....but i guess it's good for all of us. Kept telling myself that i can take it....But tears fell..... Am i too weak?

Lp messaged me, he wants to patch. I dunno how to answer him. Lost......it hurts.....In the end found out that he's gonna accept someone else. Guess i couldn't control myself..... But i still wish him good luck.... Hope the someone can take care of him better than me. Love is never jealous.

Love does not end even when both can't be together. Love takes another form then, blessing the other one from afar...wishing him happiness and holding his heart from a distance. A special friend until the day i die, the love will stay within. It's painful when u can't love the one u love. but i guess i will get use to the pain, and everything will turn out well slowly. It takes time.....hope so....