Time for a change

I've always been skeptical about being good looking.....does it last? Yes you can be a pretty boy when you are young but ultimately age will come looking for you, and botox will be your next best friend. From head to toe, fake stuffs will soon emerge and soon you will look like a freak with a face of 20 and age of 40. Sounds scary? I guess charisma is the thing that we have to cultivate to age gracefully, so what if you are gorgeous looking but lacks the ability to carry it out. In the end you will just be an advertisement ( attention seeking for a 60 secs ), and after that? Alas.....turn off! reminds me of ah lians carrying LV accessories. Wahaha.

I've came across a few guys with average looks but with an exceptional aura that makes them so attractive. And i guess they will still be attractive 20 years down the road. this is what i call eternal beauty. yeah!

Change change change..... is it time again to make changes? Somtimes changes are made for the sake of changing.... just because sticking to the same thing sometimes is kinda boring. Shall i shave my head bald this time? lolx.... i know it's disastrous but what's wrong with looking ugly? hehe... I guess it is tiring to appear your best all the time, hiding the ugly or plain side of yourself too much isn't that healthy afterall. And ultimately your partner will see you without make-up and hair-do one morning and gets a shock of his life. Is that part of growing up? Or just plain excuse for being lazy....haha..

Haven't bought anything for months.....getting itchy! Hmm..... $$$$....sigh....

Shawn's birthday is coming. Wonder if anyone remembers his chinese birthhday. 5 years liao....sigh... Hope he's doing great.

Hope i dream of something to change tonight. Hehe....zzzzzzzzzzzzz