Dumb Deceptions
Has been clubbing the past weeks, some were shocked to me again, a couple surprised, and the some can't even recognise me!!! Come on, i will age too!!! :x Well, i guess i was really bored... did enjoy myself but i think i can't do it every week still. Too expensive a hobby i guess.
Have been observing people around me recently, and really found it interesting sometimes to discover little characteristics they have. Found myself mildly disgusted when people try to impress me with something they aren't really capable of, well i guess i'm REALLY put off but i shan't be too mean since they were suppose to humour me in the first place.
Trying to be someone that isn't really yourself, tiring isn't it? And you have to keep on lying to cover up for your previous lies. It all chains up to speak a riduculous story that i really found it amusing while disgusted. What's worse? I'm not impressed at all!! keke. Guess it takes a much smarter person to be able to deceive me, but well i do admit, love had blinded me before, and i was dumb. :(
Being rich doesn't impress me. Neither is being successful. And so what if you are the top student without a single trace of EQ... What can impress me?? Well, it is the warmth a true heart can give that touches others. How many can actually do that? To treat each and everyone around you with a true heart and let the affections influence others.
Quite like this song in A-mei new album. 想起来 难免伤感 感谢你爱我一场, a phrase that really pricked me, we often tend to remember things people had done for us in the past, especially by someone whom you loved, and it really makes one feel emotional. Keith asked me whether i still miss that particular someone, i said yes... but i hated myself for saying that. For months, i so wanted to hate him, but i just can't bring myself to do it... cos i knew i did loved him deeply, and it has never changed ever since. I can only try to forget.... awaiting the day of 快乐眼泪.
Another hour is Ked's birthday. Dear buddy, i'm really thankful that you've found your happiness!Best wishes for your 29th Birthday! 29..29...29..29...30...oops :x
Have been observing people around me recently, and really found it interesting sometimes to discover little characteristics they have. Found myself mildly disgusted when people try to impress me with something they aren't really capable of, well i guess i'm REALLY put off but i shan't be too mean since they were suppose to humour me in the first place.
Trying to be someone that isn't really yourself, tiring isn't it? And you have to keep on lying to cover up for your previous lies. It all chains up to speak a riduculous story that i really found it amusing while disgusted. What's worse? I'm not impressed at all!! keke. Guess it takes a much smarter person to be able to deceive me, but well i do admit, love had blinded me before, and i was dumb. :(
Being rich doesn't impress me. Neither is being successful. And so what if you are the top student without a single trace of EQ... What can impress me?? Well, it is the warmth a true heart can give that touches others. How many can actually do that? To treat each and everyone around you with a true heart and let the affections influence others.
Quite like this song in A-mei new album. 想起来 难免伤感 感谢你爱我一场, a phrase that really pricked me, we often tend to remember things people had done for us in the past, especially by someone whom you loved, and it really makes one feel emotional. Keith asked me whether i still miss that particular someone, i said yes... but i hated myself for saying that. For months, i so wanted to hate him, but i just can't bring myself to do it... cos i knew i did loved him deeply, and it has never changed ever since. I can only try to forget.... awaiting the day of 快乐眼泪.
Another hour is Ked's birthday. Dear buddy, i'm really thankful that you've found your happiness!Best wishes for your 29th Birthday! 29..29...29..29...30...oops :x
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