Little things in life
Been leading a peaceful life the past weeks. Was thinking about "adding meaning to little things in life". Maybe i was too bored, been thinking about lame stuffs, but i personally find it quite meaningful. Was doing some housework as mum was in China, thought about how she managed to do all this everyday for 30 years. That's love. Thought about every stroke of the mop should be made for love, for cleaning the place for your loved ones. Every grain of dust cleared adds to a little health for your family. That's what love is about?
Was quite pissed just now. It was really worthwhile that i put my old ugly pic in msn. It was then i realise that there were so many hypocrites and jerks in my msn list. They chatted with you because you looked appealing to them and when they thought that pic is actually me, one blocked me and another say i cheated. For dignity sake, i clarified using my cam. And they have the cheek to request to chat again! My God! Shallow humans.
Was sitting at the pool cafe after swimming. Kind of quiet today as it was raining soon then. Thought about what i chatted with junior that day. Being not naive is only a portion of growing up, i guess accepting the hurting truth is another stage. Being trapped at the first stage is quite traumatising, immersing in so many unacceptable facts in your life. Guess we are all still learning.
Chatted with Ked yesterday. Glad that he's happy and moving on. He said Albin is good to him. Contented! Been a year liao since he broke up with zw...time flies. He liked the present very much...hehe....took me 3 hours to shop for it and half an hour to pick.
Life is back to normal liao. Mum's back and no more housework for me! Yeah! Feel better..... Think i took mum for granted. Was wondering why i can't sleep at night.... is it because i'm avoiding the perpetual feeling before i sleep, the kind of troubled and lonely sentiments. Hmm...being happy for the rest of the day and just a few minutes of unhappiness isn't that bad i guess.
I finally send the sms. Was contemplating for weeks. At least i got a nice reply. Feel much better.
Was quite pissed just now. It was really worthwhile that i put my old ugly pic in msn. It was then i realise that there were so many hypocrites and jerks in my msn list. They chatted with you because you looked appealing to them and when they thought that pic is actually me, one blocked me and another say i cheated. For dignity sake, i clarified using my cam. And they have the cheek to request to chat again! My God! Shallow humans.
Was sitting at the pool cafe after swimming. Kind of quiet today as it was raining soon then. Thought about what i chatted with junior that day. Being not naive is only a portion of growing up, i guess accepting the hurting truth is another stage. Being trapped at the first stage is quite traumatising, immersing in so many unacceptable facts in your life. Guess we are all still learning.
Chatted with Ked yesterday. Glad that he's happy and moving on. He said Albin is good to him. Contented! Been a year liao since he broke up with zw...time flies. He liked the present very much...hehe....took me 3 hours to shop for it and half an hour to pick.
Life is back to normal liao. Mum's back and no more housework for me! Yeah! Feel better..... Think i took mum for granted. Was wondering why i can't sleep at night.... is it because i'm avoiding the perpetual feeling before i sleep, the kind of troubled and lonely sentiments. Hmm...being happy for the rest of the day and just a few minutes of unhappiness isn't that bad i guess.
I finally send the sms. Was contemplating for weeks. At least i got a nice reply. Feel much better.
posted by Jaron @ 6:45 PM
1 Comments:
At 9/22/2005 11:26 AM,
Anonymous said…
Wow...music added...not bad!! From your past blogs i read, can feel that nowadays, you are at least moving on and being happy. Hope that will continue....
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