我可以忍受

Finally, it's the end of soccer seasons: no more crowded coffeshops after midnight, no more sudden commotions in the midst of night silence. Largest betting amount i heard: $2000 by Mr. Anson (He lost):x . Smallest amount: McDonald breakfast. I wasn't really part of the soccer menace except for the last 30 minutes of the finals. Keke. Didn't realise that even soccer requires some professionl acting skills. Lesson 1 : Reflex actions, learn to exaggerate falls after being tripped or pushed by opponents. Lesson 2 : Drama, seek sympathy by pretending to be in extreme pain and agony after your fall. Lesson 3 : Counter victimised, after seeing your opponents fall, pretend to be injured too! Didn't know it could be so amusing! Bald heads can hurt!

One of my favourite song, found the lyrics really meaningful:

我可以忍受

我可以忍受 你不够爱我 我可以忍受 你有别的梦

就算是编谎话骗我 至少你还在乎我的感受

我可以忍受 眼神的空洞 我可以忍受 你时间不够用

却不能忍受 做了那么多 是她拥有 我该得到的温柔

爱上你 是我改不了 也不愿改的习惯

要放开 哪有那么简单

了解你 是我说不出 也不承认的悲哀

包容你 是我体谅的爱 别当作应该

Oh no no no 不要说 对不起 原来你要的不是我

不要说 谢谢你 什么你永远在我心中

Can you tell me why?

这样的我 你也曾爱过 不是吗

是她拥有 我没看过的笑容

The phrase that meant a lot to me : 包容你 是我体谅的爱 别当作应该. Taking people for granted, that's human nature isn't it? Maybe we should all try to put ourselves in other's shoes, and start thinking about their feelings when we do certain things. Acting blur doesn't mean I'm ignorant of the truth, and being silent doesn't mean that i'm not hurt. Did you realise it? Emotionally drained and tired, should have listened to advice and not treat people so nice. "In the end you are just hurting yourself." I finally see some truth in it.