2005 Last Entry

Hmm, shall write my last entry before the year ends. Looking back at 2005, seems like i didn't accomplish much, but i rested enough. Earned 0 dollars this year, passed my exams with As and Bs, dated a nice guy but nothing came out of it, drank a lot of chivas, got to know some new friends, ate a lot of food with buddies...hmm what else...

Been busy this week as Dino is in town. Brought him to many places to feast, in the end we ate more than him..lolx. Had a tarot card reading session with him the night before and it's quite interesting. Brought him to Whynot and they got him drunk....he puked!

Seems like love is playing a prank on me, when i thought i don't have it, it came and when i thought i had it, it left. People just come and go in my life, some claim to be interested and disappear after a while, some just say for the fun of it, some just treat me as a trophy, some are just plain horny and the rest.....confused. And at the end of the day, i'm seen as a flirt, cos i'm simply accompnied by different guys all the time. Well, i guess people don't really bother to understand the reason, all are assumptions and assumptions. I don't see the need to defend for myself either.

My predictions are all coming true, sad to say cos all were negative scenarios. As much as i don't wish to witness it happening, all is slowly coming to light. Maye that's why i seems unconcerned about all the dramas, cos i already knew it's gonna happen and not surprised at all. But why can't i predict my own stuffs? Guess it's always irrational for one to predict their own love matters. Love is blind.

Seems weird to everyone that i'm without a bf or date for ages, i'm trying to find the answers too! Fate or choice? Time is not right yet i guess... best excuse for whatever.

18 more hours to 2006. Put the past behind and look forward to a brighter future!(Super cliche..wahaha)