Reality

Weeks passed... What have I been doing? Ans: escaping.... I can't even dare to face myself. I buried myself with work everyday, cooped myself in my room throughout weekends other than dinner time and occasional mj session. I've watched vcd serials after serials.... hoping that i can find my existence elsewhere.

Throughout our life, people just walk out of your life without saying anything, that's reality. When your value in their life = 0, there you go. I start to think about people who were once important in my life, some were really good to me, i'm sorry that i did not cherish you. Some treated me like shit, but i realised that i don't really hate them, cos love is still there i guess. I wish i could forget you.

A-mei new song, really found it touching. 为什么脆弱时候想你更多, it can never get any more heartfelt than that. There are times i really felt lonely; tired and lost, and wish you were there to talk to me, but where are you? Nothing heard, nothing seen, there are times i questioned myself, do you still think of me?

如果你想还我什么，就把我的心还给我吧。