End of Chapter

I guess it was a beautiful story after all, lousy ending though. When two paths part in their own direction, it's never easy for either party. You hold back your tears, firmly gave your answer so that he won't turn back anymore. You thought that he will hate you and leave without any regrets, but sad to say, it did make him move on, but with a deep wound in his heart without any hint of hate, just sorrows.

I finally stood alone at my corridor again, no more wind this time round, only rain splattering at my face, i hope i can wake up from this dream. I held on to the two rings in my hands, and prayed that my god can give me an answer. My god kept quiet.

I drove pass his void deck today as I had to see my customer which was opposite his block. Maybe it was fate. Looking at the familiar road, I realise that I no longer will come by anymore. We used to kiss goodbye at that very spot, and i used to drink my mushroom soup at that corner, and there was this lot that i use to wait for him.

I drove off, not looking back, with tears rolling down my cheeks. Maybe that was how Ked felt when he drove past albin house that day, or maybe not.

This was the song we used to like a lot. Sad song though. For you, alan.