The Scorpio Thoughts

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

To mourn or rejoice?

Went to albin's dad wake last week. Suddenly thought of why does wake have to drag so many days? And why does weddings and celebration of new borns is only a day? Well, guess the latter can be pre-arranged, while death cannot be predicted, so thus we need more days for people to visit and mourn, ironical isn't it? Shall i just decide my death so that the wake is only a day?

Was discussing with Ked at the wake on how should be arrange our own wake next time, it got riduculous and we were like laughing at our own stupidity. But on the other hand it had a touch of comfort cos both of us know that we will be there for one another till they day we are gone.

Learning to trust someone whom had hurt you umpteem times is definitely difficult, in fact depressing at times. I guess one have to learn that somehow especially when maturity sets in, and how do you pick yourself up again and again? I think love did. I guess that has trained me to be positive at all times, no matter how bad life is.

Unknowingly, i have worked for a year plus, I have earned my 1st 50k, and more to come! Hope my car will come before i turn 30, and my house before 35. Pray hard!