我只想

Mum's and ah zheng's birthday yesterday! I wonder how does it feels like to give birth to someone on your birthday. Keke... had a sumptous lunch on Sunday afternoon, the buffet was great! Went to meet D&D they all for steamboat dinner at marina south that very night...damn i was so full. Went Mox for a while, got in a scene which I felt quite awkward. But what can i say?

It's chilli padi's birthday today! Lolx, he requested me to write something about him. Actually, other than being scandalous, I dunno what's there to write. :x oops! Just kidding! Thanks for adding laughter and joy in my life, you are really funny at times. Strongly believing in certain values in life, I'm sure you can find your hapiness one day. That was your birthday wish right!! Keke...Anyway, was it the same wish when it was the pandan cake? Lolx.

失去了才懂得珍惜。Everyone of us went through that, and no one seems to learn from it. When you lose some, you gain some. Have we ever thought about in the midst of all these exchange, what is really worth taking note of? The kind of emotional sparks that occurs from the unpredictable interaction that arises every now and then. Life can be full of surprises!!! And of course, it will never be smooth all the way. I have learnt many lessons the hard way, forgiven but not forgotten. Looking back, sometimes I wonder whether i did the right thing.

For you:
我们经历过的一切，至今仍没忘，而当初未实现的感情， 我一直藏在心底。 你的关心，我真的很感激， 很感动。也许你已有了新的方向, 但无任如何, 我只想让你知道, 你一直在我心上某一个地方, 从来没离开过。

What i need?

Been pondering over this question for the past few days. Someone ask me, you keep giving and giving, what do you need? I was stumbled for a while.... do i really know?

I don't need you to shower me with gifts, I only want the most precious and that's your heart.
You don't need to hold my hand while strolling, I only need your hand when i fall.
When it rains, you don't have to bring me an umbrella, but hug me when i'm cold.
When there are people around me who wants my attention, you don't have to say anything, because you know i only have you in my eyes.
When i'm feeling down and lonely, please do say 'i love you'.
You don't have to laugh with me, but i hope you can wipe away my tears if you see any.

Lying on my bed, i was hoping that someone was there to hear me say good night. Was hoping that someone can sit beside me, eat with me, chat with me, and be with me. I guess it's natural for anyone to yearn for someone to dote on you, I'm no exception. I also wish someone to be there for me when i need him, and the comfort he gives can never be compared.

Love left and returned, but i'm really confused this time. 绕了一大圈，is this fate? I believe all of us have to go through certain things in life before you meet the right one for you, was it a test for me all this while? I felt guilty at times, but I guess the gratefulness is even greater. Didn't quite believe myself but i guess this is something we can't predict. 人心难测，we often don't realise who is the one who is true to you, and who are the ones who took you for granted. If one day you find someone who is worth cherishing, hold tightly to him till your life ends.

Looking back, what did i get in the end? What's my feelings now? I guess it will be a secret kept within me forever. Coldness and silence shall be my way to hide it. Whatever consequences there might be, it's fated. Heaven will give me an answer soon. Cheers.

刻骨铭心

两个对的人，在错的时间相遇， 是否能有对的结果？
一个对的人，为了一件错的事，只因错误的原谅，就应受痛？
两个错的人，在对的时间争吵，是否就此分手？
一个错的人，一句错的话，一段对的感情，一个伤感的结局。

相遇，如果相爱，那是幸福。
相遇，如果单恋，那是无奈。
相爱变成单恋， 只能感叹，遗憾。

分开后， 再见到你，
同样的场合，同样的情景，却有不同的感受。
选择安静的离开，也许可以逃避当时的心情。
看着熟悉的背影，熟悉的轮廓，感觉却是陌生的。

心痛只因还爱，遗憾只因不舍，
回想当初的一切， 只希望找回遗失的幸福。
没有你在的道路， 时间为我辽伤，
但它却无法为我们重来。