A Song For You

如果没遇见你，不知道我会得到什么，又会失去什么。Just finished watching eternal summer, really brought back memories of me, S, & HZ. The past suddenly seems so near, yet will never return. 答应我，你要好好照顾他。 I told HZ the last time we met up, just before their wedding. What a past, well, it's already the past.

Heard this song on the fm today, and i realised this is one song that really reminded me of him. He used to sing this song in Ktv, cos this songs reminds him of his ex. Well, this song reminds me of him now, I still can remember how this song sounded with his voice. I've never heard the original singer anyway, and I'm not used to it,lolx. Maybe I'm still not used to life without him. 突然很渴望　在你身上也找到我要的靠岸. If i'm destined to drop tears for you in this life, I hope this is the last tear.

There are songs that we love in our life, some tell our life stories, and some deeply touched our heart. Some bring back memories that can never be erased in our life, and one can never describe the feeling of familiarity when the old tune starts playing. That's how music touches us isn't it?

Moving on does not mean that it has to be forgotten, does it? Seems a bit heartless to me if nothing is really remembered. I guess there is a line of difference between clinging on to the past and keeping beautiful memories. And well, i guess it is subjective and what matters most is whether the person involves is happy or not. What is the point of trying to be magnanimous when there isn't much feelings involved in the first place. You have already lost the first round when you lacked the courage to give your all. How about trying harder the next round? :) Jia you my friends!

Seems like a verbal diarrhoea today, well i guess it's sudden gush of emotions. Phew! Well well, had a haircut 2 days ago, looked much younger again with the funky haristyle. :x I guess Catherine gave up on giving me the mature look, it is just not me!! keke. Looks like my face is just not suited for a serious and decent job, i'm better off being a designer or an architect....or a song writer?? bleah! Keith is better at that bah!! :x Anyway, his new song roxs!! I simply love it! wahaha

Today is Mid Autumn Festival!! Thanks for all the mooncakes from my dear friends! Hope you received my wishes dear.... If Chang Er jie jie can hear me now, please bless me too!! zzzzz

Dumb Deceptions

Has been clubbing the past weeks, some were shocked to me again, a couple surprised, and the some can't even recognise me!!! Come on, i will age too!!! :x Well, i guess i was really bored... did enjoy myself but i think i can't do it every week still. Too expensive a hobby i guess.

Have been observing people around me recently, and really found it interesting sometimes to discover little characteristics they have. Found myself mildly disgusted when people try to impress me with something they aren't really capable of, well i guess i'm REALLY put off but i shan't be too mean since they were suppose to humour me in the first place.

Trying to be someone that isn't really yourself, tiring isn't it? And you have to keep on lying to cover up for your previous lies. It all chains up to speak a riduculous story that i really found it amusing while disgusted. What's worse? I'm not impressed at all!! keke. Guess it takes a much smarter person to be able to deceive me, but well i do admit, love had blinded me before, and i was dumb. :(

Being rich doesn't impress me. Neither is being successful. And so what if you are the top student without a single trace of EQ... What can impress me?? Well, it is the warmth a true heart can give that touches others. How many can actually do that? To treat each and everyone around you with a true heart and let the affections influence others.

Quite like this song in A-mei new album. 想起来 难免伤感 感谢你爱我一场, a phrase that really pricked me, we often tend to remember things people had done for us in the past, especially by someone whom you loved, and it really makes one feel emotional. Keith asked me whether i still miss that particular someone, i said yes... but i hated myself for saying that. For months, i so wanted to hate him, but i just can't bring myself to do it... cos i knew i did loved him deeply, and it has never changed ever since. I can only try to forget.... awaiting the day of 快乐眼泪.

Another hour is Ked's birthday. Dear buddy, i'm really thankful that you've found your happiness!Best wishes for your 29th Birthday! 29..29...29..29...30...oops :x