Valentine's Day

Dedicating this love song to all my friends, family and the special people in my heart.

爱是你眼里的一首情歌

总是不经意地想起，你喜欢哼的那首歌曲，

一样温柔的音，依旧牵动我的心。

我曾寻寻觅觅，想在文字里寻找爱情，

才发现最美的诗句，原来都在你眸里。

爱是你眼里的一首情歌，轻洋著飘逸旋律，

让我不知不觉地陶醉在，你缠绕的深情。

爱是你眼里的一首情歌，轻拨动我的心弦，

让我不由自主地深爱著你。

I remember that night when I looked into your eyes, I see tears.Was there love?

Love and Betrayal

I still remember my recent entry about love starts with betrayal, and now Dina pops out another interesting question: Can love overcome betrayal? Hmm.... I guess this question applies to both sides, overcoming betrayal by yourself and accepting betrayal by your partner. I'm sure everyone has came across people that you are attracted to even though when you are attached to someone else, that has happened to me too, but it was just attraction, and when i think about how your boyfriend would feel if anything indecent did happen, i stopped myself. That's love isn't it? 2003 Dec, i sat in my car talking to J, tears in my eyes, i said to him: "I know you did me wrong and there's not way i can turn back time, but i still hope that we still can be together." I know it seems like pure stupidity that I can accept something so absurd, well that's love. Ked would understand that, cos he's been through that too. I guess it's the degree of love that matters....

I wished there was a husky with me now, at least i could tell him how i felt this very moment. Scorpios are often unwilling to open up themselves and if they do, be sure that they trust or love you. But once there's betrayal, you can never expect them to open up to you again. Scorpios are sensitive and emotional, but they don't show it, they feel it. And if you can ever understand and know what they are thinking, be sure that you are a great psychic, or their closest partners.

The zodiac ornaments are still on my desk, a scorpio and a taurus, bought it when i was with simon LP, the only one ever loved me so deeply. Wonder how is he coping with ns..... wish him all the best.

I finally got the answers i need, it's time to move on.

CNY

Looks like my blog readers are even more anxious for new entries than me.... Hmm.... Saw quite a bit of dramas lately and kind of tired with all the crap. Beginning to enjoy the quiet life in front of my monitor and piano, that's human isn't it, they just get bored with doing the same things. How about loving the same person? Does it get bored too? Can't give an answer off hand? That's my answer : We will get bored of doing certain things with our partners, but we will never stop loving them, cos love does not disappear. Try engaging new hobbies together and love can be as sweet as before.

Joke of the month: Someone was accused of raping someone else when it was the other party who initiated it. :x I was telling the victim that maybe next time all of us should sign a sex contract that both are willing parties and none is suppose to take legal action there after. Ridiculous! Well, that's what rumours can do and some people just can't face facts and all their life is bugged by covering up previous lies.

Came across an interesting story in Lionel's profile. A love story between A & B. Found this particular portion really meaningful : Years passed, A and B were still together. Quarrels often took place because of the difference in their thinking. A starts to find B overly sensitive. B finds A always keeping everything to himself. Over a period, B starts to doubt A. They broke up. Did they forget they were once so in love..? Forget they were made to be DIFFERENT?Two people fall in love with each other becus they are so different. Until and unless, they learn to harmonize their differences and embrace the similarities, love will never survive.

Appreciate the similarities and accept the differences. That's what love can do. We often encounter failures of relationships with differences as a reason. Well, it is just like putting it across that there's not enough love to sustain it. Wilson once told me that love can overcome all difficulties, no matter how bad, how poor, how desperate, if there's still love, there's hope.

I feel like an aimless hermit.